Look into her eyes and you’ll know how she really feels.
You can see her smile and you can hear her laughter as if she’s not facing a lot of problems in her life. But the truth is, she doesn’t know what to do and whom to talk to anymore. She doesn’t know how to lessen the problems that she’s been facing right now. Look into her eyes and you’ll be able to know how she really feels. You’ll see everything, the sadness, anger, and the sufferings are all there. You’ll be able to feel it. You’ll be able to know her more. She feels that her life is worthless just like a trash which is already need to be disposed. She has done everything just to get what she really needs but maybe her actions are still not enough for her to succeed. Sometimes, she thinks that there’s something wrong with her that she really needs to change. Whenever she’s alone, she always wonder why she was being left out and why did she let great opportunities just passed her by. Whenever she sees a person who looks so very happy, she always asks herself if there will a come a time that she will be able to feel the same level of genuine happiness even just for once. But then, that’s the only thing that she can do at this moment, to wonder why and to ask herself when. Sometimes, she loses hope especially when she sees other people who instantly get the things that they want. She will ask herself once again. Why? Why does she can’t get the things that she really wants and it takes so long for her to get them? Every time she thinks that her life is indeed such a mess, she’s hurting and she just wants to disappear without a trace because she knows that it is destined to happen anyway and no one’s gonna look for her after all. Nobody will notice that she’s gone because in the first place, no one asked her how she’s doing, no one had the courage to look at her eyes because they only noticed her sweet smile and her laughter, and no one else noticed the sadness that has been covering her entire being ever since.